when darkness turns to light

Saturday, December 31, 2005

i wanted to tell a story
but i'm just too lazy

went to meet rachel today at heartland
and i thought by leaving later then was expected of me,
i wouldn't have to wait for her.
SHE'S ALWAYS LATE!!
but then, i was wrong
i waited at minitoons for so long,
walking and standing there like an idiot.
but she still wasn't there.
and so sway, i didn't bring my phone.
had to walk around the place just to find a public phone
then when i managed to reach her,
i still had to meet her at another place.
luckily you didn't make me wait, rachel
or else i would have taken my slipper and chase you for blocks
so, we went to white tangerine cafe
ann na and minghwee was there.
sat and slacked.
then carolyn came
guess what? my ft for next year is ms baljeet kaur,
otherwise known as mrs... (dunno what)
went home.
then followed mum to the hospital to visit my grandpa
he looked so different from the last time i met him
which was a few days ago.
his face is like so sunken in, and he's so much skinnier.
i almost wanted to cry at certain moments
but cannot la, make myself so paiseh
so many people there..
so, i decided to put on a brave front
SIGH, OH WELL.
there's nth much i can do abt it right?
and so, we went to chinatown to eat oyster omelette
YUMM!!
die.. must refrain from shellfish for the rest of this and next week.

My mind's unweaving/ 3:00 PM

Friday, December 30, 2005

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My mind's unweaving/ 4:51 AM

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

yawns.
finally, a band prac after so long
i think i've lost touch already.
my playing is bad
and besides, we're preparing for the cca fair.

ARGHH!! beauty and the beast is SO MUCH EASIER
today feels kinda weird again, without the sec 4s
shir** and sharlyn* went to school today.
URGH..
have fun also must tio meh.
comments will be avoided for safety measures (mine)
lunched with lydia and liyun.
and i'm here. =)

My mind's unweaving/ 7:25 AM

Sunday, December 25, 2005

even though my family doesn't celebrate christmas,
still i think it's not as bad as this year's.
this is my most boring christmas ever..
first, it was the church thingy.
i had to wake up wearly in the morning to go all the way to expo
the service wasn't that bad.
but, heh heh.
i fell asleep halfway
there's one thing i don't understand
how can people find anyhitng to record what the pastor says into their notebooks?
i tried doing it once and i failed terribly
the paper was totally blank except for the book the topic is abt.
ok. i'm kinda getting carried away.
after service, it was some debrief
i was standing there like an idiot
cos i ahrdly knew anyone except a handful out of the whole cellgroup
liyun, liwen, jolene, elana, sherrie, ruiyi, fiona and sarah
yea, 8 people out of dunno how many
so, after waiting such a long time for the person to brief everything
we headed down to hall 6
oh yes, we saw weiwen.
i waved to her and that idiot, didn't even wave back.
nvm, i'm NICE.
we walked around for 2 hours for nothing
the rides there are like too brong, queue too long or we're not allowed in there cos of our height.
we're just TOO tall. =)
perhaps eating would be much more fun
that is so totally wrong i tell you!
i ate some JAPANESE PIZZA AND IT sucks!
how that person cook one? so burnt and full of cabbage
tako pachi? 3 bola for $2

that stupid 'PIZZA' made me wanna viomit
CHEESY HOTDOGS ARE STILL THE BEST!!~ =)
played around with some stall games
boring la. (super, mega, ultra, extremely, 100% guarantee plus chop)
tongpanged liyun's dad's car home
and so, i turned on the tv and there was The Santa Claus (tv show la)
on disney channel
haha.. i fell asleep while watching it
wah piang, i was having high tes with zhou gong, tua pek gong and dunno what other gongs,
(eh.. super high class you know. i tried a mixture of tiramisu with mantou- tiramantou and a concoction of tie guan yin and english tea- tie guan eng. it's obvious that i'm lying. )
when my bro had to wake me up just when he got back from dunno where with mum and dad.
and mum had to drag me out of the house just to go to my aunt's house to pass her smt.
when i returned home, that irritating dad of mine had to throw temper at me like some woman going through menopause.
PLS LA. you are a MAN, not a WOMAN!
and so, i had to do maths, which he makes me do everyday
oh wells.
what a GOOD way to spend christams.

My mind's unweaving/ 11:10 PM

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

i can almost feel the christmas mood with the rain. (YAH RIGHT..)
how can rain be compared to snow you tell me?
you don't get wet in the snow.
you can make snow balls with snow.
what can you do with rain?
make rain balls?
YAH. like vicky said, collect them and freeze them.
haiya.. no need to waste time and energy.
just get the water from the tap to freeze
and you are all ready to play with water balls!!
BESIDES, IT'S 2-IN-1.
you can lick it and play with it.
Eh.. can save money on the utility bills.
then there's no need to waste water and electricity to boil water.
yes. one bird kill many many stones.
band people, rmb that phrase?
Ms tan said that.

My mind's unweaving/ 2:03 AM

Friday, December 23, 2005

i just came back from hougang mall.
and today, i discovered the TRUE meaning of
looks are deceiving
i had this korean bbq chicken set for dinner
i loooked at the board and i was like WOW.
it looks good!!
when i started eating, i realised that the chicken is spicy!!
I CAN'T REALLY TAKE SPICY FOOD!!
not thaT i'm trying to show off or smt
HAHA.
i tried to finish the whole hot plate of chicken.
and well, i almost did!!
HURRAY FOR ME!!
my brother told me that my face turned so red.
and it's really as red as a babboon's backsite.
(i'm just exaggerating. how can it turn so red?)
YES. just walked around and stuff.
there was christmas carolling!
i think the singers are members of some choir.
singing all STAB.
s-soprano
t-tenor
a-alto
b-bass

they're really good. except that their singing was a lil soft
then there was the keyboardistS and drummer

DID I MENTION THIS?
there was this woman.
she bent down to pick up something.
and guess what?!
I SAW HER UNDIES!!
OOH LALA.. SEXYlicious BLACK.
NOT ONLY DID I SEE A SMALL PORTION OF IT,
SHE BENT SO LOW THAT IT SHOWED ALMOST THE WHOLE OF HER BUTT PART!!
my goodness.
FEMALE OUT THERE,
IF YOU ARE GOING TO WEAR JEANS,
FOR GOODNESS SAKE,
PLEAASE WEAR LOW CUT PANTIES
you don't want to show off your panty don't you?
ONE MORE THING.
when i was standing at the door of the mrt with mum and bro
waiting to get off the train,
guess what?
i saw another CHECOPEK uncle scratching his birdie.
yes. his small didi.
WHY DO I KEEP SEEING OBSCENE ACTS TODAY?!
if you happen to see me tmr,
and i have sore eyes,
don't be too surprised.

My mind's unweaving/ 9:23 PM

ALRIGHT!!
i must remain happy

effects of being happy
-live longer
-lesser wrinkles
-get more sore throat cos i'll smile more
apparently, that's what i heard from i-forgot-who.

speaking about living longer,
when i was in p3
i wanted to live till the next century
by then, i'd be 109 years old
yea yea.. a living fossil
my bones will be so brittle that they won't even be found underground even if you try digging them up
what am i talking about?
this only happens to dinosaurs.
i'm not talking any sense.
WAKE UP sokyi.
i just realised. how to?
it's already 1.51 am
and i haven't even slept yet

oh yes. i heard that japan has an aging population
cos the people there often eat raw fish.
that's why japanese live so long. (does it even make sense?)
i should try eating raw fish everyday too.
I think what will happen to me is that i'll get dehydrated from lao sai-ing too much.
speaking of ls-ing,
last time
i went to the petrol station near my house to buy a big pau
cos i was really hungry.
reason being, i was locked out of the house.
i forgot to bring my keys
imagine when you climbed over the gate,
thinking that you've got your clothes all
pulled in, then suddenly when you jumped
your clothes just stuck at the gate
then somebody just walks pass and sees you in that state.
what's worse is, what if that passer-by sees your underwear.
anw, when somebody finally came home to open the gate for me
suddenly i had this very terrible stomache
to ls.
that stupid pau caused me to dehydrate myself (nicer word for ls. it's too crude)
for the next few days.
it even caused me to miss 1 whole lesson.
it's only cme actually.
yea.
so, NEVER BUY ANY PAU, ESP BIG PAU FROM THE CALTEX STATION ALONG UPP SERANGOON ROAD.

My mind's unweaving/ 1:45 AM

number 101 post.
kinda little hur?
nvm. blog more.
--
it's kinda hard to stay at home these days
esp with a mum like mine
no one will ever understand
why can't she be more open-minded?
why can't she just give us a lil more freedom?

i don't wanna bother much about her harsh words
but they kinda have this impact on me
someday i must prove her wrong
whatever she does is her business
but why must she even pry so much into our things
and even what we do
it's like you wanna be nailed-shut in this box
and someone keeps using a claw hammer to pry open

not gonna say much already
drying dirty linen in public?
what's the use.

HAHA. what's with me and karma these days?

so, apparently, i went to my grandpa's house this afternoon
cos mum and my aunt wanted to go to the maid agency
to select a maid (DUH..what else do you go to the maid agency for?)
for grandpa
he's cancer stricken.
WHAT HAPPENED TO THE HEALTHY OLD MAN I USED TO KNOW?!
WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO THE STRONG CHAP
WHO WAS SO ABLED?!
WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO THE NICEST GRANDFATHER ON EARTH
WHO COULD TRAVEL ALL AROUND SINGAPORE
AND NOW HAS TO LIE ON BED ALL DAY COS HE HAS NO ENERGY
TO EVEN GET OUT OF BED.
why is heaven so unfair to him..
to make him suffer in pain.
when i saw him struggling out of bed, i almost cried.
why must such a bad thing fall on him.
he doesn't even know why he is so ill..

ENOUGH OF THE SAD STUFF.
this is so not me.

My mind's unweaving/ 1:23 AM

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

phew.. it's been a really busy day
and a REALLY DREADFUL one.
and a BAD one
shan't elaborate on it
--
i'm going broke!!
first this, now that
soon, all my money will just fly away
*sings and sings and sings
ALL MY MONEY WILL FLY AWAY,
THEY HAVE GROWN WINGS
haha.- my self-written lyrics
not bad eh?
i notice that i cry really uncontrollably nowadays.
not that i can help it.
everytime i get angry, it just flows.
oh wells,
but,
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CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!
i can't wait!!
hees.

My mind's unweaving/ 8:35 PM

Monday, December 19, 2005

I'VE GOT SOME GOOD NEWS TO REPORT
.
.
.
.
.
.
me:welcome to news 9 tonight
[there's no such news station. i made it up]
me:the 'n' levels results are released today.
(stands up on the table and shouts)
MY SISTER PASSED HER 'N' LEVELS!!
me:sorry for the imprudence earlier on.
that's all for this afternoon.
i wish all of you a happy day ahead.

My mind's unweaving/ 3:19 PM

i woke up at 1.01 pm today.
i actually woke up so late?!
MY MY.. i can't believe it.
had this really strange dream
that we(the band) went to sentosa
we stopped at macs to eat.
then everyone started singing DONG BANG SHIN KI songs?!
(oh. it's a korean band btw, which my sis totally adores)
like they actually know them?
WOW.
afterwards, the band reduced to a few of us.
haha. i don't even know where the rest were.
and we headed down to siloso beach.
some secluded part of it
which doesn't even exist.
oh. i was wearing a dress.
HAHA. of all things that hur?
so, anw, we swam with floats to this secret room.
and there was this colouring competition for secondary school pupils.
i thought it was only for primary school kids.
shan't continue abt it.
it's totally nonsensical.

--

recently, i've been having weird dreams abt people i know.
apparently, it's not a good dream
if i tell them
they're bound to kill me.
yea..
i shall just zip my mouth.

My mind's unweaving/ 1:24 PM

Friday, December 16, 2005

let's see.
fiona told me to change my blogskin
and so i changed it!
looks so much better..
although the stupid tagboard gave me a lil` problem-o.

went to school to buy books with xuan
and, i met ruiyi on the bus
walked to school with her.
then she passed me this card.
renee tng's gonna migrate to australia cos her mum's afraid that singapore might get bombed.
ALRIGHT?
gosh, i haven't met her since p6.
and her farewell party's held at american club.
*faints. what a high class place.
that's what i call a rich kid.
dress code;party gear.
I DON'T HAVE ANY PARTY GEAR!!

conclusion of story
-i don't think i'm going anymore.
-her parents' friends are gonna be there too (i guess)
-that place is too refined for me.(hey, i'm not trying to say that i'm uncivilized, infact, i AM!! HEE. )
-nobody seems to be going so there'll be no one to accompany me.
- haiya. I'M JUST NOT GOING.

after buying the books,
xuan and i headed down to ps
to supposedly watch harry potter.
but, chicken little was screened earlier
so, the NICE xuan had to watch it with me.
HEY, i paid for her movie ticket.
in the end, the SUPPOSEDLY nice-to-watch chicken little
turned out to be kinda boring.

conclusion
-never watch any DISNEY movies cos the endings are just gonna turn out just the way you want it to turn out.
-story plots all about the same.
-first, something bad happens, then they live HAPPILY EVER AFTER.
THE END.

SO SORRY XUAN!!
if you manage to get the vcd from china, i promise i'll watch it with you.
(i didn't cross my fingers while saying this)

My mind's unweaving/ 1:12 AM

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

NEW REMEDY FOR COUGH AND FLU.
eat LOTS and LOTS of junks food, cold drinks.
LASTLY, don't forget the icecream!!
hey, it worked for me!

--

now i'm as fit as a (??) (bull?)
is there such a simile?
it's kinda hard to type here cos my fingers are oily.
thanks to the fries from MACS.

My mind's unweaving/ 7:16 PM

Monday, December 12, 2005

i forgot tO wish my brother a HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
actually, his birthday was ytd.
but any old how, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!

oh wells, i'm back to my old schedule.
slack infront of the tv, and eat non-stop.
watched discs after discs of labixiaoxin.
I STILL WANNA WATCH SOMEMORE!!
homework?
NAH..
no mood to do.

My mind's unweaving/ 6:21 PM

Saturday, December 10, 2005

photos that fairli sent me.
think i'll upload some from my phone when i get the cable.

yupp,
fairli and i in the grand ballroom.

acting cute.
it's really torturous to hear so many bands at a go.
POOR JUDGES..

sir and us, outside the grand ballroom.

fairli, yolanda and i.
doesn't someone's white shirt look kinda extra in her black shirt?

liyun and i
i don't rmb where this place is.
infact, i don't even rmb taking this picture..

on the swing.
this ride is REALLY fun.

at the motion master.
only a few look good in this.
i think i'm one of them
OOPS. haha..

My mind's unweaving/ 9:53 PM

i'm back!!
the trip was so much fun
except for some minor stuff

[1st day]
reached school at 6
we were supposed to leave school at about 6+
but the chaichee people reached our school at almost 8
made us wait so long for them
let's not get into details.
it's simply too much.
and so, as the journey goes on,
our bus broke down.
and we waited for almost 2 hours for the next bus to pass by
the others in the other bus reached there arnd 3/4
us? at dinner time
then there was the opening ceremony.
it was super funny!!
the girls in the band who performed all have short hair,
apparently, all the girls in the malaysian bands have short hair.
one looked like shirin!!
we were like so frightened
cos we thought it was really her.
watched the grudge together in laurel and my room(we shared the same room)
in the end, scary parts- SCREAM
not scary parts also scream. -.-"
oh, btw, it's the american version of juon.
[2nd day]
the acoustic check day.
we played really horribly that day.
breakfast?
sausages, ham (4 colours),fried egg, horrible juice, and lotus paste buns
and some others
IT'S THE SAME EVERYDAY!!
$399 for that?!
had the breathing technique talk too.
MR NONAMI ROCKS! the tsunami.. HAHA.
[3rd day]
competition day.
our scores were 397/500 for the set piece, and 412/500 (??) for the choice piece.
it was really torturous to sit there for 3 hours to listen to bands after bands playing non-stop
poor judges..
oh well, we got a silver.
that was the worse day ever/
clarinet section got the most scoldings.
well, we were late for almost everything
-waking up
-breakfast
-morning singsparation
-and MANY others.

[4th day]
the best day ever!!
we went to both the indoor and outdoor theme parks.
i really made a fool of myself.
some people were really rude.
cut our queues, pushed their way through and stuff.
waited in the rain for so long just to sit on the cyclone
in the end, we waited for nothing.
sat the indoor roller coaster so many times for the photos.
closing ceremony
points for obtaining a gold award-85 and above.
silver- 80-84.99
bronze- dunno how much to 74.99
and so, after much comtemplating,
the adjudicators and judges decided that...
the bands who scored 85 and above and bands with gold with distinction.
those who scored 80-84.99 are gold bands!!
OMG!!
we couldn't believe it.
all of us were cheering so loudly.
and some even screamed.
fairli, yolanda and i went back to their room (they share the same room)
cos we were all not feeling well.
it's super fun with them.
SHHH..
it's a secret.
fairli!! i'm so sorry! hope you didn't get pimples after the AHEM.
yupp.
wached tv with them
the shows in malaysia are SUPER boring.
they can show one movie for 1 whole day.
like ms congeniliaty 2.
i rmbed watching it like the day before at 5.55am.
all thanks to that stupid phone alarm.
then when i turned on the tv on the afternoon,
there it was, the same show on that channel.
at night, it was the same show on that channel!!
went back to my room wih laurel when the rest arrived back from the grand ballroom.
laurel was telling me that she was so excited when she saw this packet of sweets with the brand CHANEL on the packaging.
she bought so many of them.
then when she opened look at them again,
it was CHALAL.
HAHAHAHA.!!
packed our lugagges and we finally went back to sleep at 1 am.
[5th day]
woke up at 6.32am
we thought that breakfast was at 7.
(they normally give us an hour to get up and change)
rushed to the restaurant only to see the same old food.
drank cold water.
i gotta admit, laurel's the best.
everyone's rushing and she still can eat cereal with milk.
and so, we rushed back to the lobby at the 19 floor
to meet everyone.
went to the ground floor to wait for our buses.
WHY DOES J2 ALWAYS GET THE BUS THAT ARRIVES SO MUCH SLOWER, TRAVELS SO MUCH SLOWER AND EVEN BROKE DOWN ONCE?!
when we finally reached sg,
fairli msg me and asked where we were.
we were still at ecp
when the J1 people had already reched home and eaten their meals.
had a free ride home from sir.
the end.

special thanks to
-angeline
-fairli
-laurel
-liyun
-lydia
-and yolanda.
i really miss the times we spent together,
and the times we laughed that caused my voice to change.
LOVE YOU GUYS!

and to samantha, sarah, weilin and eve,
thanks for making the bus ride to and fro so fun.

My mind's unweaving/ 12:35 AM

Sunday, December 04, 2005

went out for lunch just now.
when i went back to the car, i found that my phone was missing!
i placed it in my pocket and it slipped out
so sis, mum and i went back to the area to search for it
but to no avail.
mum and dad started nagging at me
and as usual, dad started scolding me.
then, mum called m1 to cancel the line.
i decided to check on the floors of the car.
just then i felt something.
it felt like the 180 degrees rotating camera.
i lifted it up,
and guess what?
I FOUND IT!!
told mum about it.
so, she had to call m1 again to reactivate the line.
what a scary incident.

THE END.

nice story eh?
HAHA..
considering that i haven't written a compo for a LONG time.
leaving for genting tmr.
MISS ME!!
hee.

My mind's unweaving/ 4:40 PM

Friday, December 02, 2005

it's been a really LONG time since i last updated/

let's see, had band ytd.
the phone conversation with fairli was quite fun
'NO BULGING flesh'.

then went to ikea with xuan
bus journey there was 1+ hours
bus journey back was even LONGER!!

HOORAY!
i've started packing my lugguage already
actually, there isn't really much to pack.
was looking at some prom photos of he seniors just now.
when i saw onme, i burst out laughing,
IT'S REALLY FUNNY!
shan't type out the url
cos it's
COPYRIIIGHTEDD.
haha

My mind's unweaving/ 10:15 PM